Desires

We've been talking about babies alot.  It's something I really want.  But I'm very scared to admit that I want it.  What if it doesn't happen?  It's going to change my life and that is scary.  So many unknowns.  Once you admit that you want something and then you can't have it, I think its harder to accept.  Well, I've got to live in the moment and enjoy my life as it is now.  Who knows what the future will hold.